Fear

Fear

I suppose I could disguise my feelings
To pretend that they didn’t exist.
Maybe this life of mine would be easier to bear.

I suppose, too, that I could stay under this ceiling
To pretend that we haven’t kissed.
Perhaps the only thing that is holding me back is fear.

Fear to tell you, I miss your touch
Fear to tell you, you are the one.
Fear to tell you, I love you so much
And the fear to say, you are my sun.

I’d rather pretend that love no longer existed
Than to live life without you.
Perhaps the future will change.

I’d rather lie and say that the world resisted
Resisted love ‘cause no one loves you like I do
Maybe our future will always be strange

Strange that I couldn’t say this before
Strange that you couldn’t see,
Strange that I couldn’t want anyone more
And strange that this change set us free.

I suppose that I should tell you how much I love you
I suppose that I should tell you so many things
I’d rather tell you that I can’t survive without your kisses
I’d rather tell you that I’ll die if you never gave me your embraces
I suppose too that I’d rather tell you, I adore you
I suppose too that I’d rather tell you, I love you.